Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I'm Scared

I'm scared. Tomorrow morning, I have to go to our normal meetings. If I put it off, it becomes worse. I'm scared. Not sure how I will cope in a group. Not sure what they will say.

Sunday, my husband will come back to the country. I meet with him in the afternoon with a leader. The kids are at friends for the weekend.

I'm dreading that meeting, sitting here shaking, crying thinking about it.

What do you say? How will he react? What do I do?

Because he will be in the morning meeting that Sunday, I have been asked to not come so that the first meeting is not in front of all the people, but to come in the afternoon to meet with him and the leader. So what do I do Sunday? I don't want to go somewhere strange when I am that tense. I don't want to stay home alone. Pray for someone to volunteer to stay with me - I don't think I can do that day by myself.


Alan & Beth McManus said...

I know you are in a way different time zone than we are, but know that I am praying, constantly.

May you have peace.

Becky Aguirre said...

I will be praying for a companion, a wise person who will be able to help shield and protect...Becky