One good day. Followed by one more.
It's a nice break. Good food, good friends. A relaxing day.
I miss church. I so wanted to be there today, but I arrived and was informed that I was in nursery. I was in nursery last time I was in church weeks ago. I missed that today.
But I was comforted by friends and people who love me in our church. It was good to be home.
I don't think I will ever want to leave again for help. Help has to be available where we are, I am sure. It is a matter of finding it. Like I told my friend in church, if you go away for help and things go wrong with a counselor, there is no way to get away or to discontinue the contract and look for someone else. I want to be sure that there is a good fit with a counselor before I ever agree to work with one again.
But I am stabilizing some today. Still sad. I wonder if that will ever go away.