I'm sick. I rarely get sick and I usually shake it off when I am sick, but this year is a different story. I got a flu about a month ago, and it keeps coming back. Still coughing, still a sore throat, still when I push myself I end up running a fever. My head hurts, sinuses get plugged.
I am just not happy. I have no extra energy.
It seems that December is a month that requires extra energy. And I just don't have it.
To top that off, tomorrow I am having minor surgery. The type that a lingering cold won't hurt, but that will make me even more dependent and sap whatever energy I do have.
I should be decorating the house and doing Christmas baking. Instead, I am hanging around sleeping.
I feel like a bad mom this year. My kids "deserve" a Christmas, and honestly, right now, I just wish it would all go away and let me sleep.